I didn’t write about this when it happened. I wasn’t ready to discuss it then – I am now.
My relationship with Adrian has changed. We are no longer a couple. He and I remain roommates and I consider him to be one of my best friends. The age difference is insurmountable. Adrian hasn’t experienced the joys of fatherhood yet. My children are big and there is NO possibility that I would ever have another child. He is one of the greatest people I know and I’m positive that he will be an excellent parent.
He deserves a relationship that is better for him overall. I’ve never loved anyone the way I love A – I’ve been married, lived with other people – there’s no one who can compare to him.
No more on the subject.